Free Fall

last step and leap..no safety net. no chute. must remember to breath. tears start to flow. mind starts running. fear sets in. i'm floating. i'm praying. will my body keep fighting as it is suppossed to? will the fog clear? will i remember the importance of everyday? i will pray for strength and calm. how tired i am of this battle. no more meds. finally. a chance for my body to rest. the fear of the unknown. i must have faith. my body is an amazing thing. it keeps healing and fighting. it alows me to be here. oh how much my mind races. how hard it is to compose a thought.....................